If you ever though I'd be a great sister turn away now,

Ahaa, so my brother (he's 13) left his Christmas list on the computer we both write one so our parents don't get us shit stuff.

Anyway! So me and my older brother couldn't let this golden opportunity pass and the picture really speaks for itself....

Hehehehehe, he hasn't even noticed yet.

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I'm just a little depressed..

So I've been at college for about 10 weeks now, and yesterday I just started to get a little depressed,

I miss how things used to be! It probably hasn't helped that I've started college in a whole new area with a whole new load of people, I just kinda feel like an outcast with no one to really share my feelings with y'know face to face.

If it wasn't for my friends from highschool talking to me on MSN cheering me up and the new Pokemon game to take my mind of things, I'd probably end up having a meltdown.

Ahaa, normally I'm a really cheery person but today it's just constantly raining in my own little world. I'm normally never ever really sad, I'm guessing this is a sign of the apocalypse.

on the bright side my blog has reached 41 posts, do I talk too much?

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41 days till Christmas, ALREADY!?

Can you believe it! 41 days!

I haven't even printed of my christmas list yet, it pretty much just consists of clothes and a Pokemon plush.

So I love Christmas, i think everyone one does but when you get older your parents stop buying things for your friends and you have to start buying them things out of your own money which kinda sucks. I mean I love my friends but I'm a cheapskate. But then also you have the whole last minute "SHIT! WHAT DO I BUY THEM" crisis I never know what to get my friends, I think one year I got them all socks Ahaa.

Dear Santa can you make my blog popular for Christmas?

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Happy Halloween !

I kept telling myself i need an outfit, but I ended up doing one last minute, chucked some makeup on ripped a shirt borrowed my brothers lab coat

TADA !

MAD SCIENTIST!

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Oh. Hi there,

Shit sorry. (No cute David Tennant pic will save me now.)

If the RSPCA did a RSPCB, Royal Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Blogs (OHOHO, see what I did there) I would be on it's list.

Anyway, I just keep neglecting you Blog, I'm so sorry.

It's just nothing really amazing is going on right now, like I'm a total bore fest, the only total OMGWORTHY thing is that i received my beautiful Rammstein hoodie in the post a couple days ago DAMN, it's big.. but snuggly.

Also my wig that I ordered for my Gumi cosplay, has decided to not come but instead leave me a letter saying I have to pay an extra £60 for it, fuck that.

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College is totally different to High School, I kinda miss it.

So I dropped textiles, just doing History, Geography and English Language now.

My first week was well let's just say.... very very lonely.

I spent most my breaks and lunches reading 'Mein Kampf' on my own (it was either that or maths books) basically my best friend was Adolf for that week.

Anyway my second week isn't that bad spent my lunch with some people, who were all very nice also!

I FOUND A HETALIA FAN ! YES ! I thought I'd never get to talk to someone about Hetalia ever again.

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Eugh, College starts on Monday,

And i just found out that I have to get a bus to travel to the other college building just to do do textiles well screw that I'm going to drop it.

I have successfully had an awkward first day, I managed to kinda make friends with one girl but we are totally different, she drinks and used to smoke and is only going to college for the money, and I'm the total nerd who likes anime and manga, and doesn't smoke or drink.

I found a guy with an L bag though I wonder if he's in any of my classes talking to him about Death Note might be fun.

I need some anime friends or I will be so ronery.

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Hehehe did you miss me?

Anyway, next week I will be starting college SHIT'S GETTING REAL!

I'm actaully pretty nervous, my spending money that I used to get every Friday has been cut off (Waaah) But I do get £30 a week from EMA (?) too bad £10 goes towards train tickets a week.

I need to get a job to fund my anime/manga addiction.

Oh also hopefully will be cosplaying Gumi in October at London Expo. ( Haven't decided If I have enough money to cosplay normal Gumi or Matryoshka Gumi, I already have a red hoodie and red jeans.)

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My body clock is messed up,

I've been going to bed at like 4AM, and waking up at like 2PM.

And I need to change this before I go on holiday or my parents will be severely pissed off. They hate when I try to sleep in till late when we are in the caravan.

Neh, I hate camping trips, especially to beaches eww sand. It's all sandy.

I want to stay at home and have internet access and watch Supernatural. (I'm on season 5 now)

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I've been neglecting you blog I'm sorry,

But right now I'm totally obsessed with Supernatural all I've done this holiday is watch season 1, 2 and 3 of it. (I'm on 4 right now.)

Castiel and Dean are my favourites, I can't wait for the next season I hear there is more Castiel !

Anyway onto what I was actually going to post about so I just watched episode 14 of season 4 of Supernatural, Sex & Violence, basically the one about the Siren.

And I'm still laughing at the fact that Deans Siren was a guy, I thought they were supposed to transform into what their victims desire most, so for Dean that must be a guy.

I love all these Gay hints.

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Hehehehehe, Guess who got a nose piercing...

Me, It was only £8 I thought my purse would of been empty at the end of the day!

Anyway, it's so awesome I'm dreading taking out because i have learned it is a corkscrew piercing which is apparently a bitch to take out so I will have to use a youtube video tutorial in the future.

But, It's so fucking awesome!

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I want a piercing but my parents are really harsh when it comes to piercings,
I tried to convince them, but the only piercings they are okay with is any ear piercings and a nose piercing but no ring just a stud.

So I guess Nose piercing it is, I will wait till my brace comes out and then go behind there back and get a monroe piercing. Heheheh

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I totally haven't changed the layout again

I don't know what you're talking about...

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Ahaa! Gay Pride was awesome It was so colourful !,

I enjoyed the free stuff, new pencil, pen, rubber! AND A CONDOM!

Fun fun day!

Though a strange man sniffed my ballon and said it smelled like Gordon Ramsey, but then he shaked my hand and told me his wife had Alzheimer's and wouldn't remember today.. I was so confused! I didn't know what to say to that or if he was joking or not!

Taken on my iPhone.

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For some reason I've been drawing.. a lot,

I've changed my drawing style because every time I looked at my old drawings I just thought they were shit and no one could convince me other wise no matter how many times my brother said they were great.

So now I make sure to colour every picture and it's in a kind of in "chibi" style, Anyway since my scanners being a bitch you get a picture of a paper child i drew last night (I pulled an all night'er ended up falling asleep at 12AM)

(It's Arta Lorraine from the MMPORG Lunia Here, even though the game is confusing and a little boring the character art is beautiful.)

Taken on my iPhone.

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24 visitors really?
I'm actually surprised I thought it would stay on 5 because that was just me Ahaa.

Edit: Thanks Zainab for doubling it now.

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CONGRATULATIONS TO MY BLOG,

It has reached over 20 posts! (this is the 21st)

I feel like I have achieved something...

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I hate when people say 'wuu2',

If I'm sitting on the computer talking to them they pretty much know what I'm doing, I'm going to just start answering with some weird shit to put them off talking to me like,

"Oh I'm just taking a shit on the toilet thought I'd bring my macbook with me. Ahhh that feels good. ~"

Damn, I'm cool.

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I wonder if I should join in with this,

though I think I may lack the confidence to do so.. sigh.

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RAAAAGGEEE,

PERMANENT MARKER ALL OVER MY QUILT COVER !

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I miss the TV programmes of my youth,

All kids seem to watch nowadays is that piece of shit that doesn't deserve to be called the Disney Channel. Disney used to be good, I loved watching the cartoons as a kid but now it's all the Jonas Brothers and mother fucking Hannah Montanna.

I remember when I used to watch Cartoon Network, and Fox Kids (Why Jetix WHYY?)

they should bring shows back like,

Cow And Chicken

Ed Edd N Eddy

Courage the Cowardly Dog

Johnny Bravo

Powerpuff Girls

Dragon Ball Z

Digimon

Pokemon

Chip N Dale Rescue Rangers

Scooby Doo

Though I must admit I like Chowder and The Misadventures of Flapjack.

Flapjack is adorable!

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I hated the old URL never could bloody remember it,

So now my blog has reopend as

the-awesome-me.blogspot.com

I love supernatural.

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So today I decided to stop by 4chan,

and I see this and the music in the background! Ahaa!

Too bad they didn't mention you in the actual news report!

I'm also loving the thread about butterflies!

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This Video.. Apparently the most disgusting video ever,

2 girls 1 cup... I watched it.

I was more shocked by Joe Rogan's reaction video! (Fear Factor Presenter)

Booo! If I can watch that video without turning away then so can you Joe Rogan! Even Kermit the Frog watched more of it than you did, And he's not the host of Fear Factor!

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Damn Korea you really know how to get me and many other screaming fangirls to save energy,

Kyuhyun, and Ryeowook are my favourites. Kyuwook~♥

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So I finished watching Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge,

and the ending failed! I was hoping Sunako and Kyouhei would get together, but it ended with nothing!! NOTHING! She didn't even become a real 'lady'!

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Awesome new layout,

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"NAKED MEN SCARE ME." -Tumblrfag (aka Zainab)

You always make ma laugh stay awesome~

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So I watched the new Alice in Wonderland film, a little late I know..

Why! Why?! Alice in Wonderland can't be badass! Sometimes I wish they would just leave things as they are and in this case left it as a lovely childhood nostalgia cartoon.

And did anyone else notice THE CONSTANT FAN SERVICE? Really what the hell, keep your clothes on Alice...You whore.

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Meheheh, I'm doing quite well on the blog posting , yes?

Tomorrow i'm off to Huddersfield, for some college opening day thing... Borriinng I'm just looking forward to the McDonalds I will have after mmmmm Chicken nuggets.

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Review Time, is now time.

So today I went see Eclipse and before you groan and press the 'x' button, ahaa which is probably something I would do.

Anyway so I had my doubts about this movie since I have read all the books and I'm just finishing Breaking Dawn, and i'm not anti Twilight or a rabid Twilight fangirl I guess you could say I'm neutral I mean there is parts of the series I like and then parts I totally detest.

So overall the film was pretty good, I think it stuck quite well to the book(?) Seeing it with friends makes the whole experience better, Because I could be 'squeeing' about how nice Riley looked and laughing at the funny comments my other friend made (she hates Twilight)

Cinema prizes today though, £2.50 for a small tango, I should of just bought a can from the shop down the road.

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So.. I'm going to try to use this more ! Didn't I say that last time... Nahh

RANT TIME!

Okay, Okay, So i'm pretty much a reader of fan fiction and I love myself some good Germancest, and normally I stick to stalking the stories instead of reviewing them BUT there is an ongoing fanfic which I will not name, that uses 'san' all the time now, checking the authors profile out, she is the same age as me and lives in the USA.

Now using 'san' would only be correct if she was

A) Japanese

B) writing her story in Japanese

or

C) A weeaboo.

Now the word 'san' is used when speaking Japanese referring to someones name, they use it in anime, but you don't normally see san in manga that is in english or english subtitles, because in the English language we don't need 'san'. (I know this because I have spent two years learning Japanese, I'm not fluent but I know basic words, and sentences.)

And I found out that she had replied to my review with this:

"And to the reviewer who commented on the "putting -san" behind most of their names, I do it because:

1. It sounds adorable

2. Some sense of respect?

3. Other people do it

4. And so will I. Its Fanfics and I can do as I please :3"

Pshh you just lost one Story favourite and I have never read a good fanfic that uses 'san' .

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Wohoo, I'm updating from my new MACBOOK,

Phoar it's sexy ! My picture folders are filling up already.

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WELCOME TO MY BLOG MOTHERFUCKERS,

I had this all written out! An awesometastic intro until someone came and deleted it, really children of today !
So you're going to have to deal with this really shitty small intro,
I hope to write about shit and more shit, maybe I will post some of my fanfiction.. or not.

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I was listening to Miki Miki ★ Romantic Night,

but after seeing this picture it will never be the same again...

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Why Hello there kind stranger who visits my awesome blog,

I have a gift for you being so kind to stop by here and read my post
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Ahaa really thanks, I appreciate it.

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